I never felt his sad,heartache,and embarrasment(girls only)?

it was my freakin 13th birthday party i turn 13 on fri. the 13th i felt so lucky until my aunt told me something my dad went to her house and told her who was all there he forgot my friend's name so my aunt says deavon that one boy she has a crush on and he says no umm dalton he has a crush on her but there best buddies and were just friends and i cry every night about it i'm on my period i think i might go for a few month my back hurts and i got to go get my braces tightened tomorrow